you are not "MINE"!!

i promise dat i can make u smile,

i promise dat i can make u laugh ,

i promise dat i can make u hepy,

i promise dat i can shine ur day,

but im not promise dat i can be with u forever....

i have to accept dis fact dat u are not mine even it is so hard..

i try and try to erase u from ma heart, from ma mind..

i need some time to forget u...

i pretend to be okie even im not..

im trying to hide dis feelings from u..

i have no guts to tell u dat im fallin for u..

its really hurt when i notice dat u already found ur princess charming..

even i am so dissapointed at dis time but im so grateful and thankful coz u are stil

approached me as ur close fwen..

i was so touched and really appreciate it..

u are still concern bout me, try to make me hapy & accompany me when i get bored..

we share a lots of ideas, story and everthing in every single day..

i know ur favourite song and u tell me bout ur dreams..

but i have to realize dat u"re not belong to me...

u deserve to get sum1 much better than me..

im not good enough.. im not perfect as u thought...

eventhough ure owez said to me that im a "perfect" and different from other girls outside...

but i am wut i am..

im juz ordinary gurl who made a lot of mistakes in ma life..

there's nothing special about me..

wut i want is a trueLove, sincerity &happiness...

i believed dat one day sum1 will open ma heart...

by the way, i owez pray 4 his happiness & for his own sake..

created by me: sowry if many errors are detected in dis post...i admit dat im not fluent to speak and written in english.. stil in learning process.. insyaAllah, i try to improve ma english by time to time since dis language are so important to us!!! so do support me all da time ya!!! thnx!!!ur cooperation are really appreciated... *formal words+poyos* hahaha

Exam Mode!!!

Assalamualaikum and hye to bloger2 sekalian... tbe2 mlm ni, (eh mlm ape?pg kowt!! aiyaaa!!!sowi2 silap kowt..ahhaha... ha tbe2 pg yg indah ni ak terpangil tok update blog ni..act bawu bgn tdo ni!!! amat2 capek gue.. dr siang berjaga je?hahaha...

Actually, ktowg dlm mode exam so phm2 je la kan klu musim exam cmne..

tdo, mkn, mndi n pendek kate sume xckup!!! mn xnye tyme2 cmni la, buat persiapan terakhir tok exam yg bakal tbe...

1st paper td DB ataw nm pjgnye "Database"...kang klu tulih db je kang, msti ade d antara kowg yg xphm kan bhs singkatan tu...yg familiar ngn menda alah tu phm la ape mksd die kan..btol x?

hihi..so isokay!!! i bule explain ngn terperinci..klu u uols xmo pown, i pedulik hape..i nk explain gak!!! (ayt kerek)hahaha...haish2!!! byk bonar mepek ni..come on naira, kembali pd tajuk yg asl Plz!!! emm okey2... paper td alhmdulillah bule jwb tp xdela konpiden bule dpt A+++++ tue...dpt B pown da teramat la syukur.. so skunk tggal 2 lg paper 3hb n 7 hb ni.. 7 hb tue?

ahad meyh?gila x gila?

owg ary ahad dok santai kt uma, goyang kaki, menjamah mknn yg enak, tdo smpi ke ptg tp ak kene berperang kt dlm dewan exam!! huhuh... tp tape, ini la yg d namakan belajar...xkira la ahad ke cuty deepavali ke.. exam ttp exam..kene harungi jugak btol kan!!! hee...lg pown exam sthun skali kan, bile lg nk merasa exam ary ahad kan!! emm nk request bule x..klu bule pasni buat exam mlm la pulak bawu beshhh kan!!! nk gak ase angin mlm..org kate angin mlm ni sepoi2 bhs..yeke??hahaha

byk la aku...act bkn org ckp, i yg ckp k!!! jgn marah ye..gurauan d pg ary kan!!!hee.. :)

So pas abis exam sume, i FREEEDOMMMMMMMMM!!! yehaaaahhhh!!!! so guyz yg nk ajk i hangout tu, book awal2 k sbb jadual i full nty..so kene ikot turn oke!!! hahah (poyo je kan!!!)padahal sp je yg nk kua ngn aku..ko igt ko artis ke aza?opppsss i mmg artis oke cume kurang terkenal jek(ayt jg aty)

ahahahah.. emm act byk xtvt nk bwt after exam..arap2 menjadi la k!! i'allah...b4 balik hometown, i nk spend puas2 ngn ma kwn2 sume sbb pasni da cuty kan so susah nk hangout togetha jd gunakan la ms yg ada oke.. use time wisely oke!!!

emm i rase gila pjg lebar kowt syarahan i arini...hahaha..oke la smpi cni dlu ye.. i pown nk cont stdy ni tok paper eco rabu nie and also tok paper system ahad nie..

wish me luk k ma beloved fwen.. to kwn2, gud luk n all da besh to u!!! sm2 kita berusaha!! pulun jgn ta pulun!!! buat sedaya, semampu yg bule..i'allahhh.. occay la, babaiiiiiiiii... rajin2 la view naira blog oke...adios...amigos... i berambus dlu... wink2!!!!! (*_*)

Rongeng sana, rongeng cni

Finally dpt gak ak g "disneyland" td..hahaha.. disneyland la sgt padahal ict je kowt..hahaa

gile..da lama bkk, org pown da rmi g, ak bawu nk g..bkn ape, cume lately keje byk, bz sgt2 so pas slesai submit sume assgmnt, tu yg leyh merayap jap b4 exam bermula..

Emm nxt week exam pown da stat, so kita perlu rest kan otak kan..xkan nk ngadap buku 24/7 je kan..jem jugak otak..hahah..btw, fun sgt2, sbb dpt spend tyme wit ma fwen..dpt snap pix!!!haha.. ak mmg gila lensa..tataw la sejak kapan...nak2 yg snap pix ak lulu..die xpert gak dlm snap2 ni tok dptkan high quality pix..die pndai psl angle2 ni..ak mn taw pape..yg ak taw, dok snyum,, pose..hahahah

seb bek paper abis 7hb cume yg geram nye ary ahad pown ade paper..aduyaiiiiii!!! (ish xbaik mengeluh kan) saba2 aza!!! so pas selesai exam, hooray!!!!! oliday mode plak..

pastu ak leyh g blaja lik driving...nk amik balik lesen yg da sekian lama delay..hahaha

harap2 dpt la lesen..pastu sng bule shut up n drive je..ahakzzz...hahaha

bila cuty nty msti rase rindu kt kwn2..sgt2 rinduuuuu......seb bek cuty ta lama..eheheh..

eh ape tbe2 cter psl exam, cuty ni bagai padahal tajuk cter psl rongeng kan!!! aisey

hahaha

back to our topic naira... heee..oke byk pix yg ak snap td tp xdpt nk share ngn uols skunk..so nty bile i da upload uols bule tgk oke.heehe

oke la..mate udah ngntuk, smbung tok nxt post plak k..daaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!

crushhh wit??

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...menci2!!! hate dis feelings so much!!!! nape perlu ade perasaan ni...

ta suke2!!!!!!!!! :(

huh!!! rilek2 azza..take a deep breath oke( talking to ma self!!)

tarik!!! hembus, once again, tarik!!!!! hembus... haaaaaaaaaa....huh!! "RELIEVED"

EMM bg ak normal la klu kita ade crush wit sum1... crush je kan!!! xslh kan!!! tula, kdg2 kita xdpt nk kawal perasaan kita..ianya dtg secara tibe2 tnpa plan pown...

gpown org tu pown tataw kan!!! so relax and stay cool!!! yeahhh!!! (*_*)

juz act like nothing happen ma dear!!! (ckp dgn dri sdirik lg!!)

hhehehe

ak pasti org tu xkan taw yg ak crush kt die.. sbb if ak minat sum1, ak xkan tunjuk scr trg-trgn!! mybe secara kias2 gitu...wahhh!!!!!hahaha.. wat bes je la kan..tp dm aty, Tuhan saja yg taw kan!!!!!! ak bule belakon dpn die tp aty ak sdiri, i can't deny it!!!!!

bia ak je yg taw..tamo org len taw!!!!!! hopefully xde sum1 dpt hidu perasaan ak pd si dia.. (wahhh ayt!!! geram kan..ahahha.. act crush cmtu jela, xde la smpi tahap "infatuation" tu da siyes tu..heheee

maybe, sehari due lagi, ilang la kowt perasaan ni kan.. ak pown xde menaruh hrpn ape2..juz crush cmtu2 je, bkn tahap "Cinta" lg ea..tu da up da..heeee

btw, ak suke sgt2 dgn lagu"fallin for u by colbie caillat"..lirik die mmmg tersangat la ade kene mengena ngn cter ak skunk..hehehe.. cmtula ak nk cube sorok perasaan ni dr die dpt detect..heheh.. oke la guyz... thnx ye sebab sudi bace!!! tataw la apsal arini nk luah menda ni..hehehe

pape pown enjoyyyyyyy!! muahxxx..

People dat i really luv..

(1) -miss Dila+ ma collegemate..mereka la yg slalu menceriakan ary2 aku dgn gelak tawa dowg, gurauan dowg yg kdg2 bule wat ak pecah perut gak..haha.. ta sgke, pejam celik2, nk dkt setahun ktowg ni knl..ase cm bawu je knl.. emm time flies so fast!!! n dlm ms thn gak la ak try besekan dri ngn environment bawu.. i mean bkn environment kulej sbb kulej tu da 4 taun ak jejak..agak buhsan jugak.,.hahaah..cume kene besekan ngn kwn2 baru..Alhamdulillah, sumenye okey n everthng run smootlhy!! ak xde mslh psl tu so far.. ktowg agak close n kepale pown msg2 lebey kuang sm.so tarak hal la kowt..hahaha.. emm dlm ketawa, dlm gembira, act kt aty kecik ak ni terasa perasaan yg berbaur sedey.. ta sgke ary kamis tu laz kelas ngn misz dila..siyes, sedey sgt.. sbb misz terlalu baik+sgt2 understanding..die lecturer pling terbaik buat ktowg utk dgree ni...rase rindu sgt2 pasni dgn miz.. huwaaaa...!!! ceh mcm xjmpe lg plak kan..pdhl satu kulej bule slalu keep in touch..(kecoh lak ak ni)hahha...rasenye pas g uma misz dila aritu, hbgn ktowg satu kelas makin bertmbh erat..arap hbgn tu berkekalan...amin ya rabbalalamin!!! (*_*)

(2) Mesti kowg tertanye tanye sape gerangan awek yg tgh feel karok ni kan..let me introduce to all of u..name die lulu fernandez( tu nm glemer die taw)mmg glemer kan.. nama betol xleyh la gtaw...rasia kerajaan oke!!haha..die rumate ak yg mmpunyai pgai yg hampir sama cm aku..yg sm nye ada la kami mmg talkative+friendly+extrovert n mmpunyai gerak aty yg sgt kuat..sm cm aku gak..yg pling besh, tiap mlm before ktowg tdo, die msti create satu cerita yg indah..haahah..dan ak tmbh2 menjadikan cerita berangan ktowg tu lg mantap!!!ak ase ktowg bule jd novelist terkenal satu ary nty sbb ade bakat yg terpendam..sure pembaca meleleh dow..siyes ta tipu..sbb ktowg sure dowg berada d alam fantasi semasa mmbc novel kami..(wah blom pape lg, da pomot ni!!)haah

(3&4) ma sis aina.. for further info, u can figure out at ma profile yg ade list of sibling..juz click kt ctu n add la die ea..cm nk pomot adik plak..kakakakaka.... sape nmpk cm adik?nmpk i cm adik kan..hahaha...i kan kecik molek je..xgitu?waahhhhh....stat da perasan ak ni..hahaha..tp kami mmg kontra..klu uols tgk ak ni byk ckp, hyper active tp ma sis ni laen skit, die pendiam..tp klu kowg da knl, die pown byk ckp jugak budak ni..hahaah...sowi la dik, akak terngumpat ko kejap..skit je..ahahah

New Edition..

Assalammualaikum and haiiiiiiiiiii uols.....kita ketemu lagi dlm "Naira'Z blog wah gitu edisi bawu ya!!! kangan banget kayaknya mau update ini blog.. mesti uols tertanya tanya kan especially to ma followers yang slalu mengikut pkmbgn gue dr mula blog gue ni wujud dan sampai skunk, ngapain gue udah lama tidak mengaktifkan blog ni.. For ur information, actually Naira'Z blog ni bawu je bertukar wajah bak kate owg putih bawu lepas "makeover gitu" hah jgn igt butik ataw kedai2 je bule makeover, blog pown taw makeover taw... bawu nmpk ade improvement kan..xkan la nk remain da same je kan.. uols pown msti busan kan..btol x??hehehe..

Hah, uols jangan tataw plak, Naira'z new edition ni different dr blog yg dlu taw.. nk taw sbb ape?? *wondering* sbbnye blog yg bawu ni siap da ade tagline sendiri taw.. nak taw ape tagline tu?? cube uols teka?? cube pndang ats.. i mean tgk ats tu bkn tgk bulan or bintang ye uols tp tgk

kt blog title yang sebesar alam kt ats tu.. da terang lagi bersuluh..xyah pki torchlight pown mmg da clear nmpk taw... (wahh over plak i ni kan!!!)opppssss!!! jgn ade yg annoying ngn i sudeyy ye!! besela tgn i ni laser sgt nk menaip sbb da sgt2 ta sabar utk nk megaktifkan blog ni semula and everyone can view dis blog.. klu dlu gue decide utk private kan blog ni and juz open to certain readers only.. tp skunk sume da bule akses oke!!! xde diskriminasi lg da oke.. so post yg lepas2 sume i delete sbb xmo da igt kngn silam yg mengusik aty and menguris perasaan tu da( wah jiwnagness plak i kn)geram!!!! hahhaha...

okela uols, i rase da pjg sgt2 i punya post ni, takot uols ta terlarat je nk bc nty..pape pown thnx 4 reading k... i'allah nxt tyme if ade kelapangan masa, i tulis lagi oke..arghhhhhh ngantuk sungguh.. mau tito la smbil menunggu hidangan brekpez i smpi..hahaha

oke uols... daaaaaaaaa...